I'm sorry you'r scared Harley but I understand! Please read everything you can, every statistic (the real ones) and you'll see that this vaccine is saving lives, and there are also some therapeutics people are using somewhat successfully. Do you have a doctor you trust who could advise? We can't live in fear. Many of my friends and family including myself have gotten the vaccine with no ill effects, including a couple who are seriously immuno-compromised. But you must look at the facts and make your own choice.