Daniel, thanks so much for your thoughtful response. When we focus too much on what we get out of church we forget the service aspects; what we are supposed to give by going. You sound very self-aware. I believe we all become afflicted with those attitudes of criticism and doubt, but you’ve discovered an excellent way to deal with this aspect of our human nature, which is to continue being a light through service and action. Your response is an inspiration to me to keep my priorities in order and continue to focus on sacrificial service.